angels don't need feet (read it now)
Journal Entry: Mon May 5, 2008, 2:51 PM
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Euphoric - Listening to: Out of the Night - Ludovico Einaudi
- Reading: Dracula - Bram Stoker
- Watching: Friends
- Playing: The Sims 2 (except big computer is dead.)
- Drinking: Diet Coke, caffiene free.
Portraits. I finished Stone's commission, and gave it to him. If I have his permission I'll upload it. I fucking loved doing that, it was terrifying drawing his granddaughters and his dog, because he knows them so well and I don't! Shit.I've spent the last 3 days off of 6th form. Wednesday was a staff training day. I got my hair cut. It's vile, it doesn't suit me, and it's much too short. Not what I asked for at all. That sort of... pushed me off of the edge into the low I was bound to have. I couldn't, and don't think I still can, face the outside world.
I'm not coughing. I'm not vomiting. I've not broken any limbs.
I'm just fucking sick. School.I have my AS level exams soon. I've already done my Spanish oral. My French oral's on tuesday.
I'm dying to leave Eng Lit for Art. But the head of English, who has read some of my writing, has practically tried to bully me into carrying on. I can't carry on with the teachers I have, and there's no way my timetable can change to go to a different class.
I don't WANT to carry on with Eng Lit. I don't WANT to go to university. I've spent the whole year deciding that, and going to careers lessons so I've made my mind up. Don't think you can change my mind.Annoying.Also, I thought the other week, yeah why not post one of those anonymous 'statements' blogs. Well I wrote what I truly thought of people, but didn't name them. I thought it would be therapeutic.
I was wrong. A couple of people who I had written about, I think they thought that ALL the bad ones were about them in a fit of vanity. And then posted something on a tirade... well I asked, because they're close friends, who had upset them. Well, they lied to me. "A friend who conveniently lives abroad" yeah well how does the other person know them, twat.
I wasn't trying to hurt people. You didnt have to read it. I deleted my blog without thinking, deleted practically everything off my profile. I should have copied the blog and kept it somewhere. Because I was RIGHT on most of the points I made.
And how dare they undermine my relationship too?! Further annoyances.-When people who have been dolling for 5 minutes get a proper site - they haven't had time to gain experience, to shape their style. I'd been dolling for 5 years before I even considered a site. DA is different, it's more like an ongoing portfolio. But to showcase your work as if you're a professional when you can't grasp the basics, I find it a bit stupid.
-When people jump on someone that they've known for 5 minutes because they're 'so fantastic' at something... when they've always just ignored the talent of those around them.
-When a better known person blatantly rips off one's idea of something, draws it SHIT, but because the first person is less well known, nobody realises. I discovered that today, oh my shit was I annoyed because I dragged that idea out of my actual flesh. Anyfuckingwhichway
Oh my shit, STOP PRESS haha, i hate that phrase.
I entered a competition through the school with the Young Writer's Guild.
Well I got into the book. I got INTO THE BOOK!
Remember my poem, "When I Am Gone"? It's going to be in a book 
More details later.
That means I'm not an over proud self indulgent little kid!love,
Charlotte
fucking proud arrogant little shit!
Devious Comments
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The back to front compass
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I will always rule your Night...
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...ghost av by Sugaree...
"Some girls are made of sugar and spice and everything nice. I'm made of whips and chains and things that bring pain!"
thx again.
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i guess i'm kinda lost in space
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When you dream, dream big. I never did pot ever in my life so i am part of the 2%
I'm Kagome's Mom in Hari-chan's DeviantART InuYasha Crew!
too much free time
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so if i, as the critic, were to say this peice represents the death of a subculture, or a man putting away childish things, you, as the artist, would say?
...sodd off, wanker. its a skateboard in concrete
And yeah, still in awe at that fact.
How can you have so much talent?!
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thanks for the comment on my site
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yep, only 15
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so if i, as the critic, were to say this peice represents the death of a subculture, or a man putting away childish things, you, as the artist, would say?
...sodd off, wanker. its a skateboard in concrete
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When you dream, dream big. I never did pot ever in my life so i am part of the 2%
I'm Kagome's Mom in Hari-chan's DeviantART InuYasha Crew!
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Robin Hood Events in the UK: [link] - The Ultimate Archery Experience
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i Want to Know!
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♠♣♥ Paint The Roses Red ♥♣♠
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Clubs & Features [link]
Robin Hood Events in the UK: [link] - The Ultimate Archery Experience
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Clubs & Features [link]
Robin Hood Events in the UK: [link] - The Ultimate Archery Experience
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Dirty girls, make some noise. Move that ass for dirty boys. Dirty boys, so obscene. Like to see the girls extreme.
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♠♣♥ Paint The Roses Red ♥♣♠
xx-xx
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"My family tree's losing all its leaves" Arcade Fire ~ "I'm a tree
that grows hearts one for each you take" Bjork ~ My Poetry: [link]
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Fuck Me, I'm Famous
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